Had a bad day.

So here is the story that has repeated it self over so many times before.

- Woke up, slept in for thirty minutes extra had a shower went late for uni.
- Arrived at Uni and went to lecture and tutorial.
- Had lunch and spent time with my uni friend Jordan
- Went home changed and spent the rest of the day playing games.
- Ofcourse there was a dinner break for about an hour but the rest of the day very unproductive.

I didn't have the greatest day today. I can see that already as I start to live life again I can see the beginning of my oldself trying to re-establish itself once again. This state being described as self indulged, apathetic and self loathing. The issue here is that I'm forgetting about what is important and that is the grace of God in my life. Thus law immediately rushes into my life and tells me I am inadequate and a failure. But I know it isn't by my works that I am saved, but it is all God's grace.

Too often I have made the mistake of just letting my circumstance play out and bring me down. It's funny because I think that everytime I will be ok living a mediocre life, which ends up me being ultimately further away from God and people each time. But I can no longer accept this way of living anymore.

So I declare that my past life is dead and no longer has a root in my life, because I live in the OVERCOMING, FAITHFILLED, VICTORIOUS life which God has graced to me on the cross. And so there is nothing for me to be afraid of because through God all things are possible and no sin or addiction can seperate me from the love of Christ.

So for what it's worth, the lesson I take from today is simply this. God is everything I need and He deserves all honor and praise everyday of my life.

"All of my life, in every season, you are still God, I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship"

Peter.